Monday, December 31, 2007
I was stressed out with everything that had happened, with my life, as a prefect, things around me always seems so wrong. Things just distracted me from God, and my head is spinning with things that are not of God. I`m fed up with all this, i want a normal life. The most important thing is i made up my mind to be with God, all i want and all i need is God, not others. Not those worldly things,but God. God loves me so much, but i never appreciate God's love for me. Now i know how important God is in our life. God sees our sorrows,our joy... He knows what is best for us. God knows everything. Even the numbers of hair..I was alone at home this evening, and i was looking for excuses that i don`t wanna go church for prayer meeting. Using super lame excuses. While i was at home, i was stressed out with everything. I fought with a friend, my phone broke down, i`m out of credit, i`m still confused whether i should be a prefect. I was so stressed that i cant control my own feelings and i just broke down and cry. I knew that God was watching me, God saw the pain and hurt deep inside my heart. I always think that no one cares for me, no one understands me but God sees all.. God knows how much i had gone through. Out of the sudden, i just felt so strongly that i need to have some time with God, and this song Hungry for more just came to mind. While i was listening, God just touched me. That time i knew that God was there, God loves me, and all this while i had ignored everything. I told God how i felt, i told Him everything..God, i'm just so hungry for more, more of Your presence Lord.. I need You, i want more Lord.. i long for More Lord..
I learned something, its not that if we're in church then we can worship God, but we can worship God anytime. Lord, we're desperate for Your touch Lord. Thank You for what You've done in 2007, ups and downs Lord, thank You for being there with us Lord. We long for You Lord.. Amen.
Anyways peeps!! Happy New Year!! Its 2008!! (:
-grace-
Posted by Grace at 11:03 PM