Haihs.. On the 24th of March which was yesterday, n it was a saturday, n it was also a weird day.. Hmmm.. I was almost late for school but luckily the prefect standing at the gate was my fren, so he din wrote my name. Thanked God for that. Before that i was so rushed n I even took my breakfast in d car. Haha.. I was walking alone to my class, when i reached class everyone was studying. Oops, its add maths exam today. Die.. I almost forgot all the formula.. Then i heard Andrew teaching his gal, haha not really gal lar.. just someone he liked. So i was kinda like interrupt them. So its something like BULB lor. hehe, sorry andrew!! After that, i went back to my own seat. Suddenly, tis gal (whom i shall not reveal) just came to me n said, " Eh, u want milo's new number or not?" I was like huh? what? Den she repeat wat she said. So i said," Huh? how did you noe??" So she told me the whole story. This is when i started to think back everything that had happened.. Two years (or either three years )ago, Milo n i started to be frenz. Ordinary frenz.. We sms each other everyday.. And we get to noe each other more n more and became closed frenz. We shared secret n lots more. But i did something wrong n i nvr told him bout it. Last year June (i guess) we lost contact. Cos i was so busy with pmr. Time passed.. N we were like strangers from tat day onwards til this year we r still strangers. On february 28th this year, he found out wat i did. He asked me to stop sms him. I said i was sorry, but he din even k.. So i gave up on saying sorry. I was kinda hurt that day cos it was like someone whom u r very closed to died.. I dunno whether its because of his gf or wat but it was really hurt. But, I found out that God's love was all around me. I cant deny that I cant feel the pain but at least i noe God loves me no matter wat.. Well this is a bit on wat had happened.. Anyway, i really want to make things clear. I was wrong n i'm sorry (at least i am) . Im sorry for not telling you the truth,i tried so hard to tell you, but the words just cant come out. I dunno why. Im sorry.. I noe its quite hard for you to noe the truth but i don mean it. Sometimes i just dunno why i did tat. Well, U r already my past. You r just someone who walk past my path.. Thank you for being such a nice fren. I really appreciate those moments. The days we had gone through.. Thanks. =) and you'll be sitting for spm tiz year so good luck n God Bless you.. For the others , i hope you understand me n please just stop talking bout him in front of me or tell me bout him. I'm not interested anymore. I just need to focus on God n my studies. I'll leave everything to God and forget bout everything. Memories do fade away. Hehe.. I'm trying to forget bout everything that had happened.. For there is nothing more important than God. Well, its good tat i've pour out everything today. =)

*Anyway, mashimaro=milo=monyet too.. haha

me, flor, n chel during visiting,,